Thursday, January 24, 2008

My first cotton cake

aduh lembyut banget deh...makannya juga engga cukup se-sobek...
Besok pasti bisa improve deh...soalnya ada beberapa hal yang belon jelas...eh maksudku..baru jelas setelah coba...apalagi metode panggan " au bein Merie"...weeeeyyyy...keren...hahaha...maklum amatir..jadi pas coba berhasil kayaknya seneng banget......

Rudy pesen buat istri tercinta...mmmm...si nduk kan suka cheesecake...aku bikin yag gini aja kali ya?....

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Some of Gerald's Fave song...

After I hear all of Arkana's song....I think me and my hubby like it...A LOT !!!..what Smart young musician...( I think they have same age with us.... hihihi )


This is some of Gerald's Fave song...


Rehab


Come And Have A Drink With Me There's A Place In Portobello

Where A Man Will Talk To Me

Here Is A Story Of Success

As He Used To Jam With Jimmy Untill He Was Laid To Rest

Ooh, He Had To Go And Lose It Ooh, If There's A Chemical Abuse It

Ooh Oh He Said

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had


He Had No Dont Be Swayed By His Breath

The Story On His Face Tells Of A Man Who's Cheated Death

He Said Son, Take A Look At Me

I Havn't Been The Same Since That Night In Seventy

Ooh, You Don't Have To Go And Lose It

Ooh, Choose It And Use It Ooh Oh, Cos Theres

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

You've Got One Life Prove That You Can Use It,

Don't Be A Fool Cos Only Fools Abuse It


Live The Life You Love, The Life You Choose, Don't Be Affraid Live,

The Life You Love, The Life You Choose

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

You've Got One Life Prove That You Can Use It,

Don't Be A Fool Cos Only Fools Abuse It

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab

A Lot Of Fun, A Lot Of Fun To Be Had, But Over Do It And End Up In The Rehab



Life Is Free


You Could Be Popular

You Could Be Wanting More

It Doesn't Have To Be That Way

This Could Be Beautifull

Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen

Seems A Whispers Sometimes Louder Than A Scream

Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen

Life Is Free


You Could Be A Checkout Girl

You Could Be Beautifull

You Give Your All But It's Not Enough

Is That The Way It Is?


Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen

Seems A Whispers Sometimes Louder Than A Scream

Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen

Life Is Free


Keep The Dream Alive Don't Be Affraid

I'm Suffering My Life Away That's All I've Got To Say

Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen

Seems A Whispers Sometimes Louder Than A Scream

Are You Really Gonna Make It Happen Life Is Free



House On Fire lyrics


Girl, we get on like a house on fireYou're feeding the flames,

I can't complainChoose your life,

it's an innocent lieAgainst the grain,

it's all the sameI spend my time wasting yours,

To give away you've got it all,

Spend your time wasting mine...

You knowTime's awastin',

celebratin'What do you know,

learn to say noI can't resist,

I'm an optomistI spend my time wasting yours,

To give away you've got it all,

Spend your time wasting mine...

You know Innocence...

Innersense...

Oh woah,Innocence...

Innersense...

Oh woah.Time's awastin', celebratin'


But your mama love "Mary J blide" more ....hahaha...sorry son !!!

who am I ???.........

In my world...recently ... I'm serounding by the peoples who got a problem with money...family ...even dengan urusan yang lebih ke "how to survive" and how to maintain something"


Dibandingin aku ???? ... Ugh Subhanallah , I very very very lucky...


But today...03.15 am ...I found something...and pushed me to answer my own question...if I'm lucky?...then how ???? what should I do next ???...

Today, I read something which inspired me to do more than what I 've done now...inspired to ...to....not feel "enough" ... even ...I don't think I need to become "them"... karena pasti mereka juga punya masalah sendiri...dan belum tentu enak jadi mereka...I just want to be my self...with new concept...I need to improve and up grade my self into next level...set very clear goal ... and higher than before...


I believe that I can do better...I can change something with my own way...


If I always say that " I just ordinary people who lives in ordinary world"...NO...I SHOULDN'T SAY LIKE THAT...I SHOULD'NT THINK LIKE THAT.....A..A...NO WAY.....I should say that " I'm the very lucky person who lives in fabelous world "...


Yes, honestly...before...sometime,I want to stay overseas hihihi...stay somewhere ... do something more and diff...even ...I want to go to school again and get the scholarship hihihi...but... how if Allah say that I should stay?... Allah make me become "me"?...should I regret it ?...I don't think so buddy !!!...

Inside my heart...I never want to be...mmmm....I'm just ordinary people...Never... I never want to and I wont let it...I'm a person who can change others...and I should realize that now ...indeed ...I have capability to do that...I got something which Allah only give to " the choosen one "...not give it to every person in this world...right ?


So...It's time ... let's change...and let's up grade...


Started with ....try to spend something for my self.....I need to reach my dream...yeah...I have to !!!


Fera Rosalina ....Tinggalin semua fikiran yang aneh-aneh deh ... but you should moving forward....



HEY YOU...NEW WORLD!!!! ...HERE I AM.... LET'S SEE WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOU.....

Bismillahirohmannirrohiim...

Friday, January 18, 2008

11.30.2007..curhat yang tertunda hihihihi.....

Pas lagi beresin folder "my document" ku yang berantakan....eh nemuin ini nih...hihihi

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Allhamdulillah

Mulai dari hari sabtu…ada costumer baru mesen Bed cover …katanya udah sering bolak-balik ke rumah…she booked 6 BC at once …( honestly, it’s quite good for starter). I said, she can received the B/C by Monday… than the nightmare’s begin

Monday…

In very limited time, I need to ship the goods on time. Me and my team work very hard to solve this... we push the efficiency …On the other hand, I also need to make sure that I can finish “my BC PO ”


Left the office at 7.30 pm…two bad news …first, we can't ship the goods ...second I can't finished my B/C ( our B/C's sewing operator didn’t come to work…Kiki only can finish some from the total request) …Kiki said that she will finish it tomorrow and we can took the goods by evening as the latest …I inform my lovely costumer than she started shown her im-patience ...they keep calling me…and making me crazy ...

Arrive home at 10.30 pm…I call my costumer and try explain the real problem at 10.45 pm…but ended with big arguments ... I give them another promise .... that the B/C will send by early morning on tuesday…


Honeslty, the arguments make me so so so tired…I fall a sleep at 12.30pm ... after long talk with my hubby…dissucussed about it Hahaha . Hhhmmmm….. I try to cool down my self and keep talking to my self that this is challenge…if I can passed this …I will get something big….


Tuesday…


My mom called me at 4.30am…“Apa”, my grand father, got serious sick...he want to meet with all of us…ucan, mami, Obet, Gerald and me…so, I just grab my coat and go. We went there with my mom’s car…with no light…:) ...dangerous… but no choice. Arrived at Apa’s home…I cried…I’m worried about something…something tell me that this is will have bad end…even…waw…Apa looks happy when he saw as arrived together …I even touch his face..mmm…I love him so much…so so so much…and I just pray “…ya Allah…berikan yang terbaik buat kami dan dia…amin”…

I break my own promise...cause I can’t go to my costumers house….:D …

6.00 am we left Apa’s home…me , Ucan and Obet need to go for work. My mommy decided that she will stay longer. Tomorrow is Idul Adha…she need to prepare something there.

Arrive at the office by 7.45am…busy dealing with finishing order for the shipment…it’s done by 15.00pm…allhamdulillah….

And I still left one issue…my issue…I call kiki…and again...the sewing workers still didn’t come to work…my order delay again…and as prediction…I have long talk with my costumer….I tell them that I will send the goods by my self

5.30pm…my mom call me that Apa getting serious..I need to go home earlier and go straight to his home…he need to see the doctor…


Oh God, I need to break my own promise again ...cause still I can’t go to my costumers house….:D …and I can't asked Obet to help ...cause he need to search a goat…for tomorrow qurban…yes today is the last day….


My mommy call me again , informed me that she will took Apa to hospital by her self……


Oh…finally, I can meet with my lovely customer together with obet…end with new order from them …Allhamdulillah…

Now..it’s 10.00pm…ups sorry..I missed telling you another to story …first, today I lose my office...water break my office roof ...hahahaha… second, I'm walking from my office and use the public transportation to meet my driver at highway to avoid terrible traffic jam caused by flood after very heavy rain


Long story
so much knowledge…Allhamdulillah…Ya Allah thank you for making me more better everyday….Allhamdulillah…

2 days with so many interesting story…and tomorrow I still need to composed the schedule…Allhamdulillah….

Minggu ini ngapain ya ?

weee....jam 6.00 langsung cabut dari kantor...ada rencana mo ke Lavie beli hadiah ulan taun temen...eh di jalan my hubby telfon kalo dia engga enak badan...wuih...udah bikin rencana 1/2 idup ...gagal deh. Kepikir bikin kue yang cantik buat anaknya ...tapi obet bilang kasih sesuatu yang engga bakan abis aja..gitu...wah ..ye udeh...bingung deh mikir mo kasih apa...

what a hectic week !!! pweih ...waaaaaa....semuanya serba dikejar deadline...belon lagi meeting terus buat follow up...ah...ngurus orang emang engga seperti ngurus mesin...sekali pencet langsung jalan....

Minggu ini mo kemana ya ?


Tiap hari pulang kerja pasti ketemu hal yang sama...obet maen komputer...( itu kasian banget komputer...terus di kotak-katik )....Gerald nonton TV...and mamanya update sesuatu and balesin e-mail yang masih engga kekejar waktu di kantor....

Jadi ?

Ya...pokoknya minggu ini mesti bikin rencana yang bisa bikin kumpul semua dan relax....tapi apa yaaaaa????????

any idea?.....

Thursday, January 17, 2008

back to my world

udah jam 10.00 pm nih....sambil ditemenin Gerald yang asik nonton CN...aku balesin e-mail satu-satu...yaaahhhh emang cape banget, tapi engga ada yang bisa dilakuin sekarang selain kayak gini....banyak banget yang mesti di urus...mesti di kontrol...kalo engga wah payah lah

Engga enak juga liat Gerald yang maksa pengen di temenin tidur...aduh bingung juga...

cape...iya cape...

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Happy New Year...again ?


Happy New Year.....lagi ?....
iya dong ... kan hari ini 1 Muharam.....hebat kan ?......hahahaha

Seneng banget....taun baruan 2 kali ya...hahaha

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

First day of 2008

Ngapain ya