hectic month for us

Dear Me,

Many things need to settle down...but I feel OK...cause it's not only me...Most of the people at my company feel the same thing.

Yes,...after lebaran holiday..our capacity was mmmmm you know...the toughest one is this week shipment...

We need to make sure our company can run...with salary increase and high cost at production...we need to make sure we can compete with the factory from overseas...

So many good worker work with us now...and we can't let them lost their job..."they are me"...what they need is same with what I need...what they feel is same with what I feel...

This is not easy ..but we believe...we can do it...we work not only for money...

Honestly,...for whole week I feel my believe (about our capability) was less...I feel very tired and nervous...I just remember what all my bosses always reminding me..don't ever feel nervous..cause you are the general of this battle !!!...Oh God,...the preassure getting stronger but not from outside ...the biggest is coming from inside...yes from my self

Then I talk with all my team very patient...then Allah reward it with amazing pay back !!!

And Subhanallah...Allah really -really love us...Allah really hear my pray...the amazing things and miracle keep happen...keep coming

Ya allah..thank you for everything...I never feel so loved by you as now...and Please keep this...amin

My boss always said that we're good people...God will stand beside us...!!...yes...I know that now...cause I feel ..Allah see me...hear me...love me...SO MUCH !!!!...allhamdulillah...

Allah has arranged something for us...yes...Allah has.

I hope I can do better everyday...and can lead the people to the battle with wise...yes I want to be a wise person ...hehehe...please don't lough !!

But ...

I think I have problem with my hubby now....my time for work much more than the time for us to meet...

I leave on 6.30am and go back ( for this two month ) 8 ~ 10.30 pm.....hhhmmmmm

not easy become super women + super mom...I need to sacrafice one of it.

Gerald...even say...Mama...please don't go for work today...yesterday you arrived very late...and I can't play with you......hahaha...yes...very sad...isn't it ?...hihihi...but I hope Gerald understand that his mommy was work not only for him but for a bundle of people ...

I just hope that this week I can spend my time with Gerald and Robert...I don't want something bad happen to us...no I don't hope that will happen.

...Ok then I will give my favorite song for this month ....hehehe ( engga nyambung ya? ) abis serius amat fera ya....hahaha

Fix You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
when you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
and ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you...............

Guess ....who sing this song ???????